Day 4: Create a character based on your childhood self. Write a scene where they face a small, everyday conflict.
The living room hummed with the soft buzz of the TV, some music video her mom liked playing on repeat. Jessica sat on the floor, her notebook open to a new story about a fox who could sing to the moon. She’d stayed up late last night, picking just the right words, imagining Mom’s smile when she read it. Her sleeve was frayed from tugging, but her chest felt light with hope.
“Mom, I wrote a new story,” Jessica said, her voice cutting through the TV’s beat. She held up her notebook, the fox’s name Luna written in glitter pen on the cover. “It’s about a fox who sings. You wanna see?”
Mom glanced over from the couch, her phone glowing in her hand. “Sounds cool, Jess,” she mumbled, her thumb scrolling through something on her screen. “I’m kinda busy right now.” Her eyes flicked back to her phone, where she was typing fast, a smile tugging at her lips.
Jessica’s fingers tightened on the notebook. “It’s really good, I think. I made it for you.” Her voice was softer now, like it might slip under the music. Mom didn’t look up, just nodded absently, her fingers still tapping away.
The TV switched to another video, one with a girl dancing in bright colors, her voice loud and confident. Mom laughed, typing something quick. “Wow, this child is so talented,” she said to her phone, her voice brighter than it had been all day. “I’m totally sharing this.”
Jessica’s stomach twisted. She stared at her notebook, the glitter dull under the living room’s dim light. Mom’s excitement for the video felt like a spotlight, but it wasn’t shining on her. She’d spent hours on Luna’s story, imagining Mom reading it, maybe even telling her friends about it. But Mom’s eyes were glued to her phone, her fingers praising someone else’s work.
Jessica tried one more time, her voice barely above a whisper. “The fox… she sings to make people happy. Like you.” She pushed the notebook closer, its pages crinkling.
Mom looked up for a second, her smile fading into something softer, but rushed. “That’s so sweet, Jess. I’ll check it out later, okay? Promise. I'm not in the mood to read something right now, I just want to watch these videos.” She went back to her phone, her fingers already moving again.
Jessica’s throat felt tight, like Luna’s songs were stuck inside her. She closed her notebook and hugged it to her chest, the weight of it heavier than before. “Okay,” she whispered, standing up. She shuffled to her room, the TV’s music fading behind her. Sitting on her bed, she opened the notebook again, tracing Luna’s name with her finger. “Maybe someone else will read you,” she said to the fox, but the words felt hollow, like the moon wasn’t listening either.

Definitely makes me think of how I, never on purpose, have put my kids on hold for my own entertainment sometimes. And how my own parents did it, and I'm sure their parents did, and so on.
ReplyDeleteDid this blog just inspire me to be a better father?
Told you this already, but it's worth repeating. You're a great dad!
DeleteI appreciate that, thanks.
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