A giant fuck you to anyone reading this who doesn't deserve to be here.
Here's a short update on what has been happening to me:June 21st - Moved my kids to Vermont to live with my mom. The plans were to start fresh, go back to school for the career of my dreams, live happily ever after while supporting my loved ones.
June 26th - Came back to see my oldest off to prom. Brought my plant friends back to my mom's house. Inspection was smooth sailing.
June 29th - Went out to dinner for my birthday. Had a nice evening playing Stardew Valley with my boyfriend.
July 1st - My glasses fall apart.
July 2nd - My entire life falls apart. My mother is a liar, my mother is a thief, and my mother is a monster. Things from the past are now clearer than ever. I now understand myself, and where I come from more clearly. I will recover from this; others who continue to shit on other humans (especially their own children), will not.
The last thing I posted was a vivid dream about lava raining from the sky. The emotional wildfire I sensed was already smoldering between the dates I’ve just shared. But just like fire burns the forest to make it fertile again, this destruction is making space for something new. I'm not who I was before, but I’m more me than I’ve ever been. And I won’t apologize for it.
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