And now I can't sleep............. For the past few days I've been ruining everything every time I speak, when I just want to feel understood. I wanna shrink into nothing. It feels like being on the verge of a panic attack again. And by again, I mean the types of panic attacks I worked really hard to overcome a long, long, long time ago. I just need to focus on my breathing and something that can bring me peace.
Did you know what Kathy told me as we were falling asleep? She grabbed my face and she said, "mom, you are a sunflower that lights up the night".
Thank you.
Focus on that. Atlas too, has said some really nice things about you recently. Focus on your kids. You have and you are doing a really great job with them. Don't worry about anything else. Hey, make that image you were thinking about!
Om Namah Shivaya
Om Namah Shivaya
Another one to explore later. You're doing a good job. I am proud of you. Your kids love you, they like being around you, they are happy and healthy. Focus on the music that will help find your peace and see if you can find that image in the depths of computer code.
It almost sounds like she's saying "oh mama".
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